I Have Been Looking Around

I have been looking around-
At your sad faces,
For your futile sounds;
Yes I have been looking around.

I thought I've had enough,
Yet you bring me more of
Things that I need not, and tough
It is to let them go.

You say it must freeze
Of what I have as a human,
And that my love should decrease
Fading into the reality of being nothing.

Yet nothing I am not
And something that I have been,
That I have lost
To something I never wanted to be at all.

And oh, it must end!
Before I shall forever close my eyes.
About now I would go on
Towards that distant wavering light
Fading out at the end of skies
For it is yet too soon to die.